Always in Your Heart

You know my name

You feel my shame

You hold my life

You hear my cry

You help me stand

Pre-Chorus

And I'll never be the same

Cause You'll never let me go of me

Chorus

You're thinking of me

With thoughts that are beautiful

Like the countless sand by the sea

I could never understand

You're thinking of me

With thoughts that will last till the end

I could never comprehend

That I'm always in Your heart

You know my fears

You wipe my tears

You hold my hand

You see my fall

You heed my call

You give me strength

Bridge

sometimes I feel I'm at the end of the road

All my senses tell me there's no one else to hold

Then Your love reminds me

That You're always making me grow

Making me whole

by 1 a.m

Yes Lord, You're the only one that understands everything that is going through my life- my shame, my fear, my stress and all..

When I feel like giving up and wondering whether You're listening to my prayers, You told me that You have heard my weeping(Psalm 6:8).

When I'm so disappointed with the outcomes of my results, You told me that You have turned my mourning into dancing(Psalm 30:11).

When I'm worried whether I can pass through all my exams and be a doctor, You told me not to be 'doubting Thomas' but to rest fully on Your promise for all things are possible to You who believes(Mark 9:23)

When I'm lack of confidence to move on, You told me not to throw away my confidence for it will be richly rewarded. I just have to persevere so that when i have done the will of God, I'll receive what He has promised.(Hebrews 10:35)

When the hard time I'm going through seems so impossible for me to move on, You told me to endure the hardship as discipline(Hebrews 12:7a) for no discipline seems pleasant at time but painful(Hebrews 12: 11a).

Dear Lord, i cant do this myself. i really cant...It's by Your strength that keep me moving on now.....