Saturday, January 06, 2007

An answered Prayer..

Huh, a big relief after my killer cardiovascular system paper to day. It's not because i did very well, but it was because the exam has FINALLY OVER! No more heart attacks, angina pectoris, myocardial infraction, cardiomayopathy and bla bla bla...The paper was difficult and i dun think i did well. Now i know wat to expect for the upcoming systems. No more stuff like wat we had during our foundations! Anyway, received my previous summative results and i really have to share this with you guys about wat God has done for me regarding that result...

It was 27th of November 2006 when i sat for the paper....
I doubled my effort for this paper because the previous results i got were not up to my expectations. A continous __ is not good! So i told myself, i must really really really do better this time!1st, i dun wanna let parents down again and again though they said it's ok; 2nd, i need to reach the goal i have set for myself.No more spaces for mistakes!! I prayed and told Him i wanted this eagerly and asked for His wisdom to help me in this.....

Right after the paper, we had a feedback session to see how we did. My heart sank right after the feedback!..Not again? A few marks there has made a HUGE difference! I cried and was so dissapointed with myself! i thought it was ok but it turned to be the other way round. Argh....
When i went home, i prayed and asked for an answer from God. I know i cant get an immediate answer but miraculously right at the moment i opened my bible, one verse stroke me.

Psalm 66:20-Praise be to God, who has not rejected my prayer or withheld His love for me!

ok, is He trying to tell me He heard my prayer? Is this real or just a coincidence? I had doubts at that moment. I just can't believe it because with the marks i calculated, it's IMPOSSIBLE to hit my target!Only a great miracle will make my dream come true now....So i told myself, if He really revealed this on purpose, i can assure it when i got the result and i kept this to myself.

So when i received the tiny little envelope with result in it, i prayed, dear Lord, please give me the answer towards the doubts i had! Bit by bit, i tore the envelope and sneaked into it..SUMMATIVE II -___!! Yipee....It's real! True enough, it was wat i wanted! He has answered my prayer and gave me a clear confirmation regarding my previous worries! Now He has assured me that he is always there for me and will not forsake me. How nice to know there is always a person EVER READY to hear your problems and can share the burden with you.....How great thou art!

When i think back, nothing is impossible for Him bacause He is in control of EVERYTHING! He loves us so much that He will always call you back though sometimes you shunt away from Him. There is nothing you can do to make Him love you more because the love He has for you is already imcomparable. oh Dear Lord, thank you so much for you have found me and bring me to your side.

wasSup Doc: Prayer is the most powerful tool to interact with God. Share with Him your joy and pain. U'll be surprised when you realised He is listening faithfully to every words you said....:)

3 comments:

大姐 said...

Congratz gurl!!!
So glad to hear that!

ivyyy! said...

my dear girl.. i'm so so proud of you :) indeed. He listens. He knows best. and He loves angel--ene

ivyyy! said...

my dear girl.. i'm so so proud of you :) indeed. He listens. He knows best. and He loves angel--ene