he left me:(

Gary, my so called twin brother has left to Iowa, US!!

and me, as the dear sister of his didn't go and send him off because of the selective exam,

his flight was at 630am last Sunday!

haih, now i regret never go see him....my dear bro is my best comforter.

He doesn't have to say a word, just a hug from him is more than enough.

i could still remember when i was so stress up during my EOS 3 last year.

i called him to come all the way from Nilai to be my SP for OSCE.

And so he came over the weekend b4 the exam.

Being a stressful bum as i always do, i didn't practise OSCE at all.

But i'm glad he came. His presence made a difference.

On Sunday morning, 1 day b4 my paper, i woke up crying hysterically,

Just too stressful over the exam..so he came to my room and hug me.

He didnt say anything.

Just give me a big hug and keep patting my head.

Like telling me:"It'll be fine je..."

oh how am i gonna survive EOS 5 this coming July when my dear bro is not around

not around to be my SP

not around to hug me

not around to comfort me

and not around to say:"Je, it'll be okay..."

i'll definitely miss his presence...Haih!

wasSup Doc: Gary boy, 2je wanna hug u now:(:(